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Well, it's been a while. Although I check this account and site a few times a week, I just never really submit anymore. A shame, and even more shameful that my inactivity stems from my lack of artistic ventures. Haven't worked on any new pieces, haven't taken the camera for a worthy spin, don't have much to show for a year's worth of post-college activities.
But, I have been writing. Not going into details here, but all I can say is that I never saw myself doing this after college. Exciting and daunting are two words aptly fit to describe the feeling.
Hopefully will submit something soon. Reinstalling photoshop on this new computer might prove problematic.
Big things in store.
But, I have been writing. Not going into details here, but all I can say is that I never saw myself doing this after college. Exciting and daunting are two words aptly fit to describe the feeling.
Hopefully will submit something soon. Reinstalling photoshop on this new computer might prove problematic.
Big things in store.
Unmoving
I'm not stuck. I'm just not moving.
I'm not improving. I'm not headed forward. I'm not trying new things. I'm not perfecting what I already know. I'm not getting a job. I'm not writing screenplays. I'm not directing films. I'm sitting here, typing a fucking letter to myself on DeviantArt as if doing so will make me improve. Simply declaring the presence of negative energy or stagnancy is not enough to change anything. I'm going nowhere.
And then I laugh at myself as if some greater portion of my being is superior to the other, if in nothing other than an abundance of pessimistic pride.
Wondering if I should talk to a shrink, but I feel li
Friends!
I have none. I just came to the realization. There is no one I can immediately go to and say "hey, let's do X!"
Not sure how I feel about that.
My first reaction was a chuckle and an "oh no" in my head, as I seemed kind of amused by it.
Haha. Oh dear...
Painting
O gods help. I just finished the lineart for another project. Looks great, but I am too scared to paint it. Help!
If you or anyone you know would like to take a shot at painting a humanoid, send me a note. I'd love to chat!
Graduated!
Well, I've really been a slacker. I haven't quite paid attention to DA, largely because I haven't been consistently working on projects. Shame. I'm hoping to find a rhythm again, because after all...
I've graduated college!
No more school in the foreseeable future, although if I could afford it, I would consider a directing pursuit at USC.
Time to learn how to live. Oh boy. Live and keep on with my passions. Can't keep putting things off. So, in lieu of the procrastination, I've taken a few pictures from my LA/San Fran/Oregon trip that I'm looking to upload. Some of them are quite beautiful!
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